i have decided to change the name of my blog to something else, what i dont yet know but something better than what it is called now, its how i was feeling at the time when i started thinking about writing a blog but i want a new start so i think its time i changed the name of the blog to fit in with that. i dont want to be known as a sad sub...lol.
i also wanted to say a big thank you to a friend who has helped me through this difficult time, and it still continuing to do so. He has given me a lot of support and has listened to me rambling on and on. i have received great and sensible advice from Him and for that i thank You. You have great patience.