Fresh Start

I am hoping to start afresh this year after ending a long distance relationship of quite a few years.  I dont know if this will work but a friend told me it may help me in the long run if i focused on doing something for myself.  How do you though when you have been so use to having someone control your very being for such a long time.  I miss that badly and i want to feel that again, but with who and when i just dont know.  So for the moment i will use this thread to allow me to express my feelings for the time being.

Anyhow Happy New year to all who happen to cross this blog.

lonely sub