Friday, 31 August 2012
Well this is the last day of my August denial.. yyyyaaaayyyy..but now i have to wait to see if Master will allow me the release or to wait a while longer .....hopefully He will look favourably on me!!!!...fingers and legs crossed....oooopppp not allowed to cross legs....laughs.
Monday, 27 August 2012
Saturday, 25 August 2012
oh how frustrated i am feeling at the moment....this is tough at the moment.....i just want release now, craving it badly, another week to go and even then may not be allowed the orgasm, lets hope Master isnt feeling too Sadistic!!!! by the end of the week...smiles prettily at Master...
just needed to say this!!!!
just needed to say this!!!!
Sunday, 19 August 2012
Master has found another favourite toy now...and well after the little training session W/we had this morning He will be using it more often...it leaves such lovely welts!!!!....again something so simple and non expensive that gives one such a thrill...it doesnt always have to be expensive toys just what comes to hand really...literally!!!...lol
Wednesday, 15 August 2012
i thought i would give you a short update you on how i am getting along with my denial task. its now my 15th day of abstinence from having an orgasm. for the first 13 days it was total abstinence whereby i was not allowed to touch myself except when showering or cleaning myself. that was difficult enough as i lay in bed at nights dying to touch myself, that forbidden pleasure was hard going at times but i managed ...smiles
now Master is upping things a notch or two or three....smiles...Master has an affinity for deep heat!!!! well you can imagine what went on first a number of times a day...smiles...boy does that stuff burn but then such a gorgeous warm sensation flows through after...yummy. this girl has to edge so many times before she sleeps also, so now Master is in full flow in His most favourite past-time...torturing His slut...smiles for example today Master had me wear the tack bra for my whole working day that was 10 hours from the moment the bra went on until i took it off when i got home. feeling the constant pain the whole time, times bearable other times irritable because i just wanted them out of my bra...laughs...so for a treat for doing so well today Master let me wear His butt plug....though on the other hand He has me wearing my nipple clamps this evening as another form of torture!!!!
so now its getting more difficult in that i have to be very very careful i dont just go beyond the limit of what i am allowed to do...but boy it is so so tempting...smiles
Tuesday, 7 August 2012
Wednesday, 1 August 2012
Master has a love for Orgasm Control and Denial for some strange reason...smiles...who am i kidding dont all Dominants love these...and well Master now Owns mine...smiles
As part of my training of Masters control both mentally and physically of me He has decided that i will have Orgasm Denial for the whole month of August!!!!! with a few tortuous tasks thrown in for good measure. He will instruct me each day whether i am to pleasure myself or abstain. He may then decide whether or not to extend the denial at the end of the month depending on how i am coping or needy i get or how much more tortuous He may want to be. i want to make Him proud of me during this....wish me luck!!!!