Just wanted to wish all my friends and lurkers a Very Happy New Year...hope you are all having fun this evening...smiles
I am trying to find my way back to something that i have been missing. I hope i can find it again with someone special who will give me their time, patience and experience to make me feel whole again - this girl has found Him!
Wednesday, 31 December 2014
Tuesday, 9 December 2014
Top 10 signs you are too Old for BDSM
Saw this on a site I was perusing...thought it funny and wanted to share with you...smiles
Author: Unknown
10. Sensory deprivation is when your Dom hides your hearing aid batteries.
9. Your nipple clamps have training wheels.
8. Edge play is standing by the microwave with a pacemaker.
7. When you tell your sub to get the cane, she has to specify "walking" or "beating".
6. You can't tell the difference between your tattoos and your age spots.
5. You shout "One, two, three, CLEAR!" for electrical play.
4. Your idea of breath play is when your wheelchair runs over your oxygen hose.
3. Your idea of suspension is an UltraLift bra.
2. You hold the paddle and say, "You're younger than me....back into the paddle ....HARD!"
And the Number One way to tell you might be too old for BDSM:
1. Age play really is 24/7.
Thursday, 4 December 2014
ANNIVERSARY
this is O/our third anniversary...wow three years and they have been the most amazing three years for U/us....the good times and the bad times...but mostly they have been good times...smiles.....Happy Anniversary Master...kisses to You.
Wednesday, 26 November 2014
Sunday, 23 November 2014
O/our ceremony
Master had asked this girl to write how she would plan O/our wedding , gosh if W/we were to be T/together at some future point in time....this is how she would plan how it would go...smiles
Obviously there would only be a few intimate friends who would be witness to O/our special ceremony.
This girl would be dressed in white, with a corset over the outer part of the dress.... her red hair in soft curls to the side of her head with small diamond pins through it, she would be naked beneath her dress, be barefooted and her neck would be bare also, she would carry a white thorned rose.
Master would be dressed in a black shirt, black trousers, and black boots, He wouldn't be wearing His wedding ring
The room would be dressed in red, with a small table in the middle with each of U/us standing on either side with three candles, two lit and the one in the middle not lit.
W/we would face each O/other, then this girl would hold her white rose whilst Master would prick her finger with the thorn from His rose and she would let her blood drip onto the white petals, then Master would prick His finger and let His blood drip onto the white petals on top of His slaves blood....when this was done W/we would then press O/our fingers T/together and let O/our blood mix and say O/our loving vows to each O/other, indicating that W/we are now of the same flesh and blood.
Master would then come behind this slave and lock His steel collar around her neck, she would in return put Master's wedding band onto His wedding finger .....then W/we would kiss, this girl would then kneel at her Master's feet and kiss the tops of His boots to further express her submission to Him, declaring her love and devotion to Him...then W/we would each light a taper from the lit candles and B/both would then hold the flame to the unlit candle lighting it T/together, to symbolise that W/we are now joined as O/one.
O/our blood soaked petals would be kept in a jar as a symbol of O/our love and would be buried with U/us...smiles
Afterwards W/we would have a small intimate dinner with O/our guests as a thank you to them for being with U/us on O/our special day.
He permitted this girl to share this with her readers...smiles....oh for that day to happen...smiles
Monday, 10 November 2014
for a friend
You will lose someone you can’t live without, and your heart will be badly broken, and the bad news is that you never completely get over the loss of your beloved. But this is also the good news. They live forever in your broken heart that doesn’t seal back up. And you come through. You may not feel it at this time but you will.
With love and sympathy.
Monday, 6 October 2014
Marks
Master and this girl have now got identical markings ...huge smiles...this was not done on a whim, it is something W/we have talked about and feel it deepens O/our devotion to each O/other....it is a design that W/we both discussed and agreed upon. It symbolises O/our commitment to each O/other and that Master has complete control over this girls body...smiles...this was a huge step for B/both of us.
Master now wants to design something special for U/us for O/our next tattoo...huge smiles, am so looking forward to wearing it.
Sunday, 7 September 2014
yyyaaayyy
for being such a good girl with her tasks recently Master has given her a wonderful gift of an orgasm free day, to have as many as one likes....and she has been making the most of it too...huge smiles
Sunday, 17 August 2014
Sunday, 3 August 2014
New love
i have a new love in my life...smiles...no no no...Master will always be my One and Only but W/we have found something that excites U/us both and that is knife play, this is a dark and delicious form of play that W/we both enjoy, W/we done a little of it when W/we were together last and it felt wonderful, to give someone the power to use a knife on one's body, to drag it across the skin was absolutely amazing, there was total control from Him and total trust from me ...huge smiles. W/we want to do it more and so He instructed me to get a little everyday knife to carry in my bag which has then to be used on His breasts during her lunch hour, at the moment i just have to drag it over the skin but already there are little marks showing the path of the knife...smiles...W/we look forward to exploring this dark and delicious play more deeply in the hope that when W/we next meet Master will be able to draw a little blood from me...do i want that....hell yes i do...smiles
this is the little knife i have purchased...cute little thing isnt it, Master's blade on the other hand is something completely different and this girl has felt its cold steel on her body...smiles
Sunday, 20 July 2014
Mark
Master and i had a great training session last night...smiles...it really helps this girl focus and centre on her slavery to Him...she loves to feel His pain and loves that she carries His mark, quite tender to touch but a wonderful reminder at the same time...smiles
Monday, 30 June 2014
Monday, 7 April 2014
Huge smiles...
this girl as part of her training is using an anal plug, the one she uses is made of silicon and finds it very comfortable to wear but Master feels she needs to up her training a little so this little baby is winging its way to her....nervous smiles....
this girl just loves the colour...smiles thank you so much Master (i think...laughs)...huge smiles
Saturday, 5 April 2014
Love it...
He says W/we are perfectly imperfect for each O/other....smiles...that is just U/us...smiles
Tuesday, 1 April 2014
Anew.....
Master and this girl are getting back on track after a week of unsureness but W/we have worked things through and are refreshing O/our relationship, looking back at where W/we went wrong and learning from the mistakes W/we B/both made.
Part of renewing O/our relationship is to let my readers know who this girl really is, no more hiding and shying away from that fact.
this girl is the owned slave of Master William, she is His absolute slave, He controls this girl to the best of His ability given the distance between U/us, this girl has no safeword but trusts in Him completely, this girl is His property to use and desire as He pleases, this girl will devote her life to ensuring that He is happy and fulfilled in O/our relationship, He will always be fair with this girl and will listen to what she has to say but He will always have the last word, His decision is final.
Sunday, 23 March 2014
Duh!!!!
Its a wonder one can get it so wrong when they think they were doing the right thing...(raises eyes)...smiles
Friday, 7 March 2014
random thoughts
wow its amazing to see on the stats that people who view my blog that so many have viewed my posts on 'deepthroating' and 'why i love to suck cock' and yet I have had very little comments...but thats okay its still lovely too see i have so many lurkers lurking around...smiles its still lovely to see that people actually come and still view my blog...so thank you.
I have noticed on many of the blogs that I have read recently that march seems to be the month that is put aside for question time...ask any questions no holds barred and the sub or Dom will answer...I think that is wonderful but personally I am still not at that stage where I can put myself out there....so kudos to those that do like tori, lunaKM and others...I think you are all wonderful and hopefully there will come a time when I will feel confident and comfortable that I will be able to do the same sometime...smiles
I love reading the questions you are being asked and the answers you are giving...smiles...respect to all those that share and help other potential subs on their journey...smiles
Friday, 14 February 2014
why I love to suck cock.....
this girl has been instructed by Master to join CWS which is Cock Worshipping Society....and to join i have to write a blog on Why I love to suck cock... so here goes...smiles
When Master and i got together first and we chatted getting to know each others likes and dislikes, mild limits, hard limits, Master told me that His favourite was having His cock sucked and blowing a load into a slutty mouth...well I wanted nothing more than to do that to please Him, i had sucked cock before but never let any onto my tongue or have my mouth filled up but i knew right there and then that i would take Master's load if W/we were ever to get together....well that has happened for U/us and well all i can say it was the ultimate pleasure i could give Him...
when W/we first met i was told to present myself a certain way whilst Master sat in a chair just watching me...He then called me over to Him and i crawled over...oh how i have wanted to do that since W/we first started chatting...smiles and i knelt between His legs...always wanted to do that...smiles...and W/we kissed...definitely wanted to do that...smiles....some nice groping and playing....
Master then stood up and i could see His cock straining against His jeans...now i just love seeing that...love seeing the outline and well i was a very happy girl...a fine girth and length on Him...huge smiles...i could not wait to get at Him...i did ask permission to touch His cock and was given that...well i got to work on that fine piece of meat...eating at it through His jeans first at the same time unbuckling His belt...had a little trouble with that so Master assisted me...smiles...that moment pulling His zip down and then His jeans...and seeing that yummy damp patch on His short...i couldnt wait to get my hands on it....pulling them down and seeing that thick cock jumping out just in front of my mouth....i lifted it up and licked from base to head...feeling every ridge in it...licking that yummy pre cum liquid oozing out of the head...my lips covering it, pulling that liquid into my mouth...then that glorious feeling as my lips slide down the shaft....my hands covering it too...feeling my spit and drool covering it...love the feel of it in my hands....Master loves a slurpy noisey blow job and i certainly gave that to Him...love the thought of being attached at the end of His cock...that piece of hardness connecting Master and His slave...giving Him the pleasure of looking down at His slut whilst she worshiped and fed on His cock....sucking hard on Him...with the goal of having Him empty His ballbag into His sluts mouth...the feel of His hands in my hair as He feeds His cock into my slutty mouth..i love how He uses it as a fuck hole....but the best bit is when I clamp my lips over the shaft and feel His cum pulsing up through His cock and filling my mouth, then showing Him His load and for the first time ever i swallowed....that was a huge turn on for both of U/us....i was very pleased with myself that i could do that especially for Master....to do something that He loves and of course so do i now....am practicing now to deepthroat and well that will be definitely next on O/our list of things to do when W/we meet.
there is nothing so nice as looking at a limp cock, putting it into ones mouth....all of it....then feeling it grow whilst your tongue plays with it...feeling the softness of it....then as it grows the difference of it...hardness demanding more attention...mmmmmm
i loved that Master's cock grew so hard with the attention, love and devotion i gave it..i just adore sucking Him to attention....i just love looking at it standing so proud and erect...i do love looking at a side view of His cock...there is just something so horny and sexy seeing it hard and stiff jutting out, i love the feel of His cum in my mouth...filling it, swirling it around beneath my tongue...and i was so so pleased with myself that i was able to swallow it all, i was worried about maybe i couldnt do it but i did and Master was very proud of His girl as He filled her mouth.... more fun times ahead...smiles
Sunday, 9 February 2014
Word....
Hello girlies and guys
i was wondering if any of you have a special word that your Master/Dominant says to you that sets you on fire....makes you tingle like nothing else could...sends such delicious and hot images rushing through your mind....Master says this word to me and i can honestly say that it makes me go weak....tingles in places where there should be....mmmmm
that word is DEVOUR
What's yours????
Sunday, 2 February 2014
Deep throating.....
it has always been a goal of mine to learn how to deep throat...i think it is an amazing skill and i do love to watch a submissive worship her Master's cock like that....am sure all men love having it done to them too or do they???...smiles Master has set me the task of learning to deep throat using a soft dildo....i can honestly say that i have tried and tried to do this...but once it reaches the back of my throat i gag and i just cannot seem to push myself to get it past the gag reflex....i have watched videos, read articles on how to do this but im afraid i may fail this task....so as a last resort i am asking if any of my readers have any ideas or techniques that could help me achieve this task??? in the meantime i will still keep practicing...smiles
would love to hear if others have this problem?? or they are skilled in this technique...smiles... maybe we can help each other out...smiles
Monday, 20 January 2014
still here.....
Hello peeps
just to say that i am still here....lol....havent fallen off the face of the earth just yet...lol...have been busy doing other things, keeping up with the tasks that Master sets me (well apart from one!!!)....writing in O/our personal blog....just finished a two week punishment for a transgression in failing to complete a task...sighs...but happy days finished it on saturday...huge smiles....my apology has been accepted and now W/we move on...things are wonderful between Master and i so am a very happy slave....W/we are going back to basics and refresh things, e.g. rituals etc...W/we feel its important to do this to keep the relationship healthy...so many little things can be forgot about as other new things are added and those little things are just as important as they helped shaped me in my submission to Master...W/we dont want things just becoming the norm...W/we want them to stay special to U/us....e.g. this girl has her mantra and Master wants her to feel the importance of each word and action....smiles.
hope to get back to writing more here and catching up with all that is happening in blogland....hope you are all keeping well.
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