A brief update .....yyaayy this girl hasnt lost it at all...smiles...her mojo hadnt left her, it had just hid away....smiling
Master took this girl in hand and we had an intense training session last weekend, and it was what this girl needed...sighs...Master is an expert on tit torture and well i am still coming to terms with loving the pain, His pain, so last weekend He really pushed me, pushed me way beyond what i have ever done before, His tits were a beautiful colour of red with the blood trapped in them because of the bungee cords, then the clover clamps were put on...hate those nasty little buggers, then the clothes pegs were put on at the same time, Master then had me flog the pegs off with the flogger and when they didnt come off at the one swipe then clung to His nipples with an such an intensity of grip...had to really flog those little suckers...laughs and all the while Master was doing what He does best i had to use the wire whip (wire coat hanger) on His ass....lets just say that sub space was amazing after this. This is what His girl needed and its amazing how i am feeling now, i am feeling my true self again, i feel contentment in my life with Him again, i am so glad that this happened when it did, it was like a wake up call to the B/both of U/us.
Master found a great article for me to write a report on it was about slavery and i was to incorporate my interpretation of what slavery means to me, which i really enjoyed doing, the article was a great read, little things that one doesnt think about unless you are in a 24/7 relationship, but can also be incorporated into LDRs, it gave U/us food for thought. Here is the link if you would like to read it. http://www.enslavement.org.uk/soyouwant
so its all good again with U/us, i learnt a lot of lessons, the main one to be more open with Master which i thought i was and that it is His decision alone not my decision on what i think He should know. There are still problems in my vanilla world but i am well focused again on being true to who and what i am.
Glad to hear everything is going well blossom. Tit torture is not my most favourite things but alas the bossman loves it!
ReplyDeleteI have read that article, the enslavement site has a lot of interesting information on it, its the sister site of that where i met my Master!
glad to see you back
x
smiles thanks tori....well am getting to learn to love it in a wierd way...but damn it can hurt...lol
Deleteyes its a great site...awe how cool was that.
thank you
blossom xx
Wonderful to hear that you got your mojo back and that it is all good again and that you learned a lot of lessons. It's fortunate you have a Master who can keep you focused on the importance on pleasing him.
ReplyDeleteSorry to hear about the problems in your vanilla life. Hope you can fix those, too. Good luck.
FD
indeed i have FD and it feels wonderful...yes He is wonderful and im so lucky to have Him in my life.
Deletewell cant do much about it just have to work through things, thank you for the kind thoughts.
blossom xx
Yay!! I'm so happy to hear this. You have a wonderful Master to help you through the tough times and give you just what you need. And I agree being required to reflect on what slavery really means can be an amazing lesson.
ReplyDeletelove, squirrel
yyaayy indeed squirrel...yes He is perfect for me and am so lucky to have such a wonderful Master...smiles yes it can, it brings things into focus, little things W/we hadnt thought about before but are incorporating them into TTWD.
Deletehugs to you
blossom xx