Happy Anniversary....

Just wanted to say Happy Anniversary to my wonderful Master.....4 wonderful years together....heres to many more wonderful years with the most fabulous and loving Man ....

Task achieved.....

 

 

Master's little pain whore sitting on the bus

Clenching Master's cunt without any fuss

Listening to O/our music and clenching to the beat

pain whore determined to complete her little feat

 

A public place pain whore is to cum

If not achieved, two months denial which wont be fun

Determined to achieve this on her morning ride

To make her Master beam with pride

 

she clenched and squirmed to the beat of O/our song

pain whore's eyes closing as she went floating along

Building herself up getting juicy and creamy

getting to the point where she was just about dreamy

 

Master's cunt in rhythm to the beat of O/our song

she knew she was near to the feeling of that throng

pain whore then let that moment flow through her creating a heat

quietly and secretively she achieved her feat

Thanksgiving...

Hi

just wanted to wish all those in blogland and our lurkers a very happy Thanksgiving...hope they have a wonderful day with their loved ones...smiles

Finally

yes after nearly two months of orgasm denial, this evening she was finally permitted to have that special treat....it was amazing as Master was with her during it....much needed....yyyyaaayyyy

this is what it felt like....lol

The Great Online Cookie Exchange Exravaganza

Yyyyaaayyy its that time of the year again...a bit of fun for all the bloggers out there. Please read the following:

Dust off your baking pans, because on Wednesday, December 9th 2015

The Great Online Cookie Exchange Extravaganza returns!

Won't YOU please join us?

It's easy to play along. 

Just post a recipe that day for a holiday goodie -- any goodie. 

It doesn't have to be for cookies… or even be sweet.

We do not discriminate against any goodie.

(We are equal opportunity consumers around here.)

That's pretty much all there is to it.

The single catch is that there's only one way to get your name in the official list of participants: You have to contact me (Jz) by Monday, Dec. 7th with both your name and the address of your blog.  

Well......

                                     X marks the spot but be very very careful!!!!!!....smiles


its official am still on denial and edging...Master is enjoying tormenting this girl too much to have her come off it just yet....she is a needy girl at the moment....very frustrated and wanton....something that Master enjoys immensely ....wicked isn't He....laughs

Edging

this month this girl has been tasked with edging 6 times or more each day and now she is coming to the end of this task....yyyaaayyyy finally...hopefully Master will permit this girl to have a special surprise because she has done so well as edging is not something this girl enjoys doing, but she has come to learn to enjoy it and though there were days she was sssooo frustrated she just wanted to orgasm, and on a few occasions she nearly went over the edge...phew thank goodness she managed to save herself....so because this girl has done so well Master is now considering having this girl do another months edging!!!....she shall await His decision for the next month...

Silence is Golden....

frustration

aaarrrggghhhh....just have to say one hates edging!!!!!

Distance but further away

Master has gone on  vacation for a few days so will be out of touch with this girl...sighs....but its amazing that there is that huge distance between U/us but yet one feels it more when He is out of touch, W/we are in constant communication every single day so there is that feeling of loneliness one is experiencing now...have been left with things to keep one occupied of course...laughs...but am missing Him already....but have the comfort of knowing that He will be thinking of this girl whilst He is away....smiles

Master's Marks

Love wearing Master's marks...W/we had a fun time training last night....smiles

so true....

Bad Light

Just recently a court case in the south of Ireland just finished, the case was about a Master who was found guilty of murdering his sub...a very sad case indeed and it really has shed a bad light on the lifestyle....here is a link to a paper that was covering the story if anyone wants to have a read on the case....... http://www.independent.ie/

my song - smiles

Odaxelagnia

I have a fetish...well more than one really, but then again who doesn't have a fetish in this lifestyle...but I didn't actually really realise that what I love is a fetish, nor did I realise there was a special name for it....Odaxelagnia.... which is the terminology for being bitten whilst being sexually aroused, and it is quite surprising how many others love this to be done to them, so am not a freak after all!!!....smiles

One delicious memory this girl has of being bitten was when she was in SF with Master, W/we were lying together, spooning and snuggling up with each other, Master was biting on my shoulders and around my neck which is very sensitive when He exposed my throat and bit hard into it, well the sensation that ran through my body was unbelievable and I do believe had he wanted to carry on biting to puncture the skin so that it bled a little I would have let him.......I was totally carried away by that, such a rush I got at that moment....absolutely delicious....who doesn't love to be bitten when one is aroused, bitten all over, words cant really describe the rush one feels....well it does it for me...smiles....do others enjoy this? or is it not for you?

Centering

Think this quote says it for me,

How does a master center a slave? Being centered is a Zen term that means a person is balanced, calm, healthy, peaceful, grounded, nourished. Some might see it as a relaxed state, one of calm, creative, full of the realization of being well-off, in communion with one's self and one's environment… How does a master center a slave? He does it by creating, with his slave, a right relationship, that is, one in which each is free to be him or herself; one with openness, honesty, and clarity of purpose. Centering comes from having a clear focus, mutual support, encouragement, and purpose. -- Jack Rinella