Thursday, 26 May 2011
Update on Me
i know i havent been posting on my blog lately but i have been very very busy elsewhere ...lol.
i just want to say that i am enjoying this so much, Sir has been absolutely brilliant with me. He has been mentoring me for two weeks now and we have started from scratch basically. i cant believe what i have achieved in tasks, physical and written in the first week, i am proud of myself and Sir is proud of me also. He has commented and given me positive feedback on everything i have achieved and even when i partly failed on a certain written task, He explained what would have happened if that had of happened between a Master and his sub. We have a lot of discussion in our posts which is amazing.
We are very open and honest with each other, and He is very patient with me and allowing me time to express myself further. All i can say is 'what the hell was i doing all those years with someone else and not really gaining anything from it'. i have experienced so so much in such a short space of time, and this was how it should have been.
im am growing in confidence each time. i look forward to each and every task He sets for me, because im doing what is natural to me. i love it when He picks something out that i have written and tells me that 'i have summed it up nicely' about a particular piece i had to write, this tells me i am definitely moving in the right direction.
i panic at times 'oh my, will i have time to do this', but i do because i want to. He has so many ideas for tasks, some with a 'twinkle in his eye'...lol but i am loving every second of what i am doing, i cannot thank Him enough for sharing this with me.
my proudest achievements to date was an essay on submission which i thoroughly enjoyed doing and also pleasing Sir with everything that i have done. But mostly i am proud of myself for this and i just want to say that 'i love it'...lol. As Sir puts it, this is for me and my needs, how lovely is that as this lifestyle is mostly about the Dominants needs but He is putting mine first. ~smiles~
i hope to write more in my blog and share some more updates with you on a regular basis.