i thought i would give you a short update you on how i am getting along with my denial task. its now my 15th day of abstinence from having an orgasm. for the first 13 days it was total abstinence whereby i was not allowed to touch myself except when showering or cleaning myself. that was difficult enough as i lay in bed at nights dying to touch myself, that forbidden pleasure was hard going at times but i managed ...smiles
now Master is upping things a notch or two or three....smiles...Master has an affinity for deep heat!!!! well you can imagine what went on first a number of times a day...smiles...boy does that stuff burn but then such a gorgeous warm sensation flows through after...yummy. this girl has to edge so many times before she sleeps also, so now Master is in full flow in His most favourite past-time...torturing His slut...smiles for example today Master had me wear the tack bra for my whole working day that was 10 hours from the moment the bra went on until i took it off when i got home. feeling the constant pain the whole time, times bearable other times irritable because i just wanted them out of my bra...laughs...so for a treat for doing so well today Master let me wear His butt plug....though on the other hand He has me wearing my nipple clamps this evening as another form of torture!!!!
so now its getting more difficult in that i have to be very very careful i dont just go beyond the limit of what i am allowed to do...but boy it is so so tempting...smiles