Hello
readers
i
thought i would give you a short update you on how i am getting along with my
denial task. its now my 15th day of abstinence from having an orgasm. for the
first 13 days it was total abstinence whereby i was not allowed to touch myself
except when showering or cleaning myself. that was difficult enough as i lay in
bed at nights dying to touch myself, that forbidden pleasure was hard going at
times but i managed ...smiles
now
Master is upping things a notch or two or three....smiles...Master has an
affinity for deep heat!!!! well you can imagine what went on first a number of
times a day...smiles...boy does that stuff burn but then such a gorgeous warm
sensation flows through after...yummy. this girl has to edge so many times
before she sleeps also, so now Master is in full flow in His most favourite
past-time...torturing His slut...smiles for example today Master had me wear
the tack bra for my whole working day that was 10 hours from the moment the bra
went on until i took it off when i got home. feeling the constant pain the
whole time, times bearable other times irritable because i just wanted them out
of my bra...laughs...so for a treat for doing so well today Master let me wear
His butt plug....though on the other hand He has me wearing my nipple clamps this evening as
another form of torture!!!!
so now
its getting more difficult in that i have to be very very careful i dont just go
beyond the limit of what i am allowed to do...but boy it is so so
tempting...smiles
Your doing very well blossom, my longest of being denied i think is about 6 weeks although it was more a lesson in discipline because well i hadnt been good...enough said about that!
ReplyDeleteIm sure it is tempting..i know it is...but you will be fine and when you are allowed oh it will be so worth the wait.
good luck
xx
Hi tori...awe thank you...wow six weeks, now that is long...well done you for that
Deleteoh yes cant wait for that moment..it will be pure heaven....smiles...
thanks
blossom xx
You must feel so submissive and so controlled to be serving him this way. And as Tori said when you are finally allowed to cum, it should be memorable.
ReplyDeleteFD
yes FD feel totally controlled by Master...He is now keeping me on my toes during this part of the denial..but yes it will be a memorable one!!!..smiles
Deleteblossom xx