Saturday, 20 August 2011
Update on me
i just thought i would like to give you a short update as to how things are going with me and my Mentor.
Well all i can say is that it is more than i ever had wished for, i am finding out things about myself that i never thought would be possible, i am finding out new things about me, i am trying new and different things, i am loving and embracing my submission again, i thought it was lost after his leaving me, i floundered with who i was, but not anymore, i have learned to trust again thanks to Sir, i have been nurtured, encouraged, praised, pushed outside my comfort zones, have had delightful punishments (of which i hope there will be more...smiles prettily at Sir) and there are other things that He has discussed with me which i have yet to experience and i am so looking forward to those, i am growing in my submission with Him.
i am learning to be more open, i am learning to express myself with Him. Sir has brought out a creative side of me, writing poems and sharing stories with Him, being ultra creative in responding to tasks He has set for me, learning to plead prettily (this comes in real handy...lol)
He has given me something that i never thought i would have again, He has given me back 'ME', He has made me feel beautiful again as a submissive, and has shown me how actually strong and proud i am as a submissive, i have been made to feel whole again and for that i cannot thank Him enough.
Thank you Sir ~smiling~